Aug. 16, 2014
I'm having one of "those" days again. Just in a funk. I'm feeling better. Great actually. I finished my "get better" herbs Friday night and am back on fertility herbs. I've been sleeping excellent too.
I really thought I'd ovulated last Tuesday. The week before my temps had spiked for three days, but I'd attributed it to a low grade fever, but they they rose again on Weds. However, Weds and Thurs I was feeling a bit sick still. No appetite. Felt a bit nauseated whenever I ate. Saturday, my temps dropped low again and remain there today.
So...best guess...still waiting. A friend is going through some really horrible things personally (and health wise) and it makes me realize how petty my problems are. So, just makes me feel even more like a jacka** that I still let them get to me.
I've also been letting stress creep in on financial matters. It just seems like so much is coming due, and my husband's work has been a really slow. He's such a hard worker, and I know it bothers him in the slow times. He's been helping with our son so I can work extra hours. He traveled last week, which will be a nice check, but I forgot how much difficult it is. I miss him, and this single parenting is really tough while maintaining a full time job (with childcare three days a week it helps, but it means working a lot of hours during naps and after bedtime still) scheduling auditions, getting the cleaning, cooking, shopping and day to day things done. I really respect parents who have to do it alone day to day.
Not a whole lot else to report. It was a wonderful family day yesterday. We went to a local farm and played for a while and picked a whole variety of fresh veggies. I got some extra snuggles from my son who was a bit under the weather. I hate seeing him ill, but I did like the extra loving! He's such a busy body exploring every which way, I'm learning to take advantage of every extra moment with him! But boy, the pushing boundaries has been trying my patience. I keep reminding myself he's learning and growing, exerting his independence. Yow!
Well, here's to hoping now that I'm back on my fertility herbs it gets things moving. It's really been about three weeks now since I've been taking them, so maybe this is just the push my body needs.
God bless!
I'm having one of "those" days again. Just in a funk. I'm feeling better. Great actually. I finished my "get better" herbs Friday night and am back on fertility herbs. I've been sleeping excellent too.
I really thought I'd ovulated last Tuesday. The week before my temps had spiked for three days, but I'd attributed it to a low grade fever, but they they rose again on Weds. However, Weds and Thurs I was feeling a bit sick still. No appetite. Felt a bit nauseated whenever I ate. Saturday, my temps dropped low again and remain there today.
So...best guess...still waiting. A friend is going through some really horrible things personally (and health wise) and it makes me realize how petty my problems are. So, just makes me feel even more like a jacka** that I still let them get to me.
I've also been letting stress creep in on financial matters. It just seems like so much is coming due, and my husband's work has been a really slow. He's such a hard worker, and I know it bothers him in the slow times. He's been helping with our son so I can work extra hours. He traveled last week, which will be a nice check, but I forgot how much difficult it is. I miss him, and this single parenting is really tough while maintaining a full time job (with childcare three days a week it helps, but it means working a lot of hours during naps and after bedtime still) scheduling auditions, getting the cleaning, cooking, shopping and day to day things done. I really respect parents who have to do it alone day to day.
Not a whole lot else to report. It was a wonderful family day yesterday. We went to a local farm and played for a while and picked a whole variety of fresh veggies. I got some extra snuggles from my son who was a bit under the weather. I hate seeing him ill, but I did like the extra loving! He's such a busy body exploring every which way, I'm learning to take advantage of every extra moment with him! But boy, the pushing boundaries has been trying my patience. I keep reminding myself he's learning and growing, exerting his independence. Yow!
Well, here's to hoping now that I'm back on my fertility herbs it gets things moving. It's really been about three weeks now since I've been taking them, so maybe this is just the push my body needs.
God bless!
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